I have never had a special person in my life, SOMEONE WHO LOOKED AT ME, LIKE I WAS THEIR WORLD, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ON THE OUTSIDE OF LOVE LOOKING IN AT OTHERS, WHO HAD THAT SPECAL SOMEONE, ALWAY LOOKING AT OTHERS HOLDING HANDS, HUGGING, KISSING, AND WONDER, WHEN WILL I GET TO HAVE MY SOMEONE, WHO WILL BE MY SOMEONE. AM I SO UGLY, THAT I DON'T GET TO HAVE THAT SOMEONE OF MY ON? it's very, very, very, very hard to be 58 years old, and be a lot, AND DON'T SAY, YOU KNOW NOW I FILL, WE YOU HAVE HAD LOVE ANY, AND THE TIMES YOU WANT IT!! CAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!!! ALL I WANT IS TO BE LOVE BY SOMEONE, WHO WILL LOOK AT MY LIKE I AM THEIR ONE AND ON